Redemption Friday, June 19, 20096/19/2009 6:21 PM My soul is split in half, while wrath runs through my veins and the words redemption as well as justice whispers in the trees. I have been misled, lied to, gossiped about and most of all betrayed. I have been told I have issues that's not true, fore today I am insane. I am insane because everything I once knew to be true, everything I was told, everything in my life; thus far, has been a lie, only for one to remain right standing amongst the sheep. We all will be judged accordingly and on the day of my redemption, I will sit down in God's right hand in-order for this wrong to be made right. Washing of thy hands or cutting ties thee is not all that has been severed in this process; for the most part, you hurt me. It is not from mere desperation, to-which I have loved someone with all my soul; it is not for financial gain in-which I placed my heart in the wrong hands. My love was never boastful or proud. My love could never be hindering nor tainted with hidden motives. I am not to blame for this in-which I have been blamed for. I did not cause dilapidation or rot and decay in our environment because I was the one who tried to fix everything by myself. I paid my rent on time every month. I was the one who done the best I could to preserve, fix as well as live in what was already decrepitude. It was not by my hand or my lack of work that caused the words that pierced my soul. I have had more taken from me than one person could ever endure. I have had my words taken for me, such as: When God made me, he made someone for me. He knew us before the world began, while planning out our destiny; God took a piece of my ‘One’ soul only to create mine. Only when we are together, will we ever be whole because we become ‘One’. He and I will endure pain, misfortunes, and bad relationships while were apart; only when were together will we become One. On the day we become "One",will be the day of ultimate beauty. I have spent most of my life in one place writing about one thing; The One or about ‘The One’ for me. I even humbled myself to the point of humility, by writing a note referencing to my words but they were caste away. I have never lied, disrespected nor participated in ruthless gossip. Whether, you know it or not I was your warrior, while taking up for you in the face of danger but still I have been wronged. The day will come where all truth will prevail and all wrong will be made right-standing in God eyes; but on the other hand, my wounds are deep, fresh and undeniably un-healing.
By: Tiffoney Greene
